Wow...



Went for the FF talks on Saturday, I must say, it was good stuff...



Too bad I fell terribly ill after that...went home and basically just slept the entire day away. After dinner, watched some cooking shows with my brothers...now I really really wanna cook haha... and hey there's absolutely nothing wrong with a guy cooking! If you think about it all the top chefs are well, guys =P



Anyway, yeah, this has got to be the 2nd or 3rd time I tried driving home in a terrible state. Although this one probably isnt as bad as the time I drove home with rashes...I still thank God for being my passenger, for safe passage home.



I realise that there has been a certain lack as of late, well not really as of late, but for a long time actually. Its just that the lack seems to be growing more pronounced lately. I think its starting to eat into me and its starting to affect the people around me too...



Maybe its the time of the season... somehow festive moods get me melancholic for some reason...

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This morning I was reflecting after reading some stuff.



I've been trying to make an effort to be happier.



Result has been more hurt for some reason. Sheesh.



oh well.

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The last few days have been tiring.



Kudos to all the pub comm people, it was tiring but good fun =)



gof...I miss u guys.



been feeling kinda disconnected from everything...

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ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH



inner conflict

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Schools started...



I have 2 corns on my leg that hurt.



At least I have good modules this semester.



In anycase, started my exercise program today with Brian, we walked from the carpark all the way to westcoast Macs and back. I know what you're thinking 'haha thats not very far'. But hey we all need to take small steps first right?



This year I really want to make an effort to get back some sort of health. I've been terribly ill lately, in fact I was still coughing when I went for the walk. Strange enough, I think as if a sign of grace, I did not break into heavy rashes even though the 'feeling' came. Came back and actually felt good and (slightly) healthy.



Hmmm got a lot of things to ponder about I guess...

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Have you ever tried breathing but the air would just not refresh your lungs?



It sucks.



Having a bad cough + Rashes is really nasty.



I struggled to drive home, possibly something foolish. But you know, just what if something happened on the way back.



I slept early. And tossed from midnight to 5am.



Arrgh.

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Happy new year!

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