Hi guys, its been a while...

Been trying to type properly lately, and eventually, I just gave up.

In other news, sometimes bits from the past have this strange way of creeping up.

Been very busy/lazy at the same times lately. I wanna do stuff...just cant bring myself to..I know I should be reading, or studying. But I just cant. haha...

Anyway Happy new year to everyone..will post more when I feel more talkative...I dunno things feel so...solemn?

You know, I was just talking to my Dad this morning. I realised it might be really difficult to convert him. No doubt, he believes in God. But his view on the world, is so huge. In a way, I cant fault him. His arguments are hard to beat. They do make sense. Some run parallel to Christian teachings some run close to other faiths too. What do I do? I can only pray.

But enough on existence.

Schools been fun lately. Theres gonna be alot of things to do very soon, so Im bracing and praying for that. I gotta compile my books lists too. Its also time to wind down the playing and get back into reading. Crap I might have to delete my PlayOnline Character again haha... meh so sorry Lye and SR, looks like you didnt Power level me fast enough haha..

Im still praying and hoping. Is that foolish? I dont know.

You know, I was just talking to my Dad this morning. I realised it might be really difficult to convert him. No doubt, he believes in God. But his view on the world, is so huge. In a way, I cant fault him. His arguments are hard to beat. They do make sense. Some run parallel to Christian teachings some run close to other faiths too. What do I do? I can only pray.

But enough on existence.

Schools been fun lately. Theres gonna be alot of things to do very soon, so Im bracing and praying for that. I gotta compile my books lists too. Its also time to wind down the playing and get back into reading. Crap I might have to delete my PlayOnline Character again haha... meh so sorry Lye and SR, looks like you didnt Power level me fast enough haha..

Im still praying and hoping. Is that foolish? I dont know.

You know its strange. Schools started. Its as if life moved on..as if nothings changed...really weird. Old memories come back to haunt me.

Speaking of haunt....I've been going a little nuts over the last few days. I've been feeling very scared even though I know I shouldnt be. Is it a lack of faith? Or perhaps an overactive imagination. I hope Im not going mad.

Sigh so many things to think about. Im tired.

Happy New Year!

Well, I think its time to reflect over the past year...

Q) I want to thank God for...
A) My ORD! There is nothing like the feeling of liberation! Actually, Im quite thankful for joining the CSS too..met a ton of great people, you guys have added colour to my life thank you for everything. Also, a big thanks for my usual gang of friends too, you guys have been there for me through thick or thin, we've had wonderful chomp chomp dinners, crabs and everything la. Special thanks to my two brudders, Erwin and Gary. Im thankful for my family too, yeah its easy to take our families for granted and I must add that we should all be thankful for our families. What else? Hmmm Im thankful for well, some special people in NUS too, cant really mention names haha but yeah, thank you guys. Oh oh oh, my magic too haha, yeah, I practice as often as I can, so hopefully I'll get better haha...

Actually I think there are a ton of other things I need to be thankful for, too many to list out and some too personal to put up here...but yeah thank you God. For everything. Help me to be a good follower.

Here's to a wonderful and blessed year ahead (again) !