The last post in this blog was in 2011...thast a good 14 years ago!
I don't even know why Im typing this but it's rather fun to see the me from so long ago that I just HAD to put something down.
If I could write a letter to myself, I'd tell him that...
1. He shouldn't worry so much, life will sorta work itself out.
2. The adults were right, work sucks.
3. Also sleep more, because having 3 kids is hella tiring
4. He would also find an amazing wife - from the least expected place
5. That even at this age, I regret nothing
6. I SHOULD NOT HAVE GIVEN AWAY MY OLD CARDS, THEY ARE WORTH A FORTUNE NOW.
I mean heck, I'm in my 40s now. I'm making games for a living, Im still collecting stuff, I'm still drawing. Yes there are new worries, both from the young and old, but that's just how it is.
It is what it is.
Much love to young Mark, you'd be amazed at the life ahead of you!
reached out for stars at 11:31 PM
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Reset. Maybe I'll start posting here for catharsis again.
It sucks that every other moment a sigh has to escape my lips. Best as with all things in life, we suck it up and we move along.
I lifted it all to God, and he decided to take it away. What better things await us? As with all things, it feels like everything that happened was already the best it could have been.
reached out for stars at 4:09 PM
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Time to say goodbye.
Ladies and Gentlemen. From today onwards I will be moving house! Will be shifting to wordpress to continue my art, blogging and nonsense.
http://whitevision.wordpress.com/
reached out for stars at 6:10 PM
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Be Thou my Vision Lord. For the days upcoming will be hard. For the tests will be trying. Be Thou my Strength.
reached out for stars at 7:51 AM
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I was thinking of drawing something for this but I guess in the end I just couldn't think of something that would properly suit the occasion...
Well most of you are already aware of what happened to me on Saturday morning and I must say, thank God no one got hurt. Looking back, things could have gotten a whole lot worse, considering there were young ones in there too... furthermore I honestly think that if someone were to get seriously hurt, I would seriously find it very hard to forgive myself.
And I also want to thank all of you for your kind messages, words of care and prayers. I think this showed me again what it is like to belong in a community, I was honestly suprised how fast word got around. It was also very funny though, that I think some sort of broken telephone thingy happened - when I heard Jons version of the story, it was wildly distorted haha... rest assured guys, its not as bad as you think.
I also want to give a special shout out to someone who was there for me when I needed help the most. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for just being there. Helped a lot. (You know who you are.)
Thank you for everything guys, Im still trying to figure out the life lesson in this incident, but as for now, Im gonna be driving a lot more carefully...
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