on the verge...

...of giving up
...of wanting to change myself
...of truth
...of disillusion
...of waking up
...of fear

I seem to be walking down the same path. Its going in loops, endless loops. I always tell myself it will be different. But reality seems to want to tell me it will be the same.

I want change.

Please dont do this again to me.

edit: I think the circle is complete. I give up.