Ok la...

Im at school now, realising that I cant do my paper as planned cause I need to watch a damn movie. Its due friday. I got class...then after that I need to make a move for JS tutorial to settle another project AND after that I need to go to church to practice for Easter..

I TOLD THEM that I couldnt make it. I told them that I would not be able to do it this year...why on earth do they not listen to me?? I S-P-E-C-F-I-C-A-L-L-Y told them no. sigh...its gonna screw up the paper........Dear God please guide me, I have no idea how its gonna go tomorrow.

I am honoured to be chosen to sing it. But I just cant do it this year.........

Then theres the other issue. Its literally tearing me apart...I mean ya I know, dont think too much about it. But I can't help thinking about it. And I can't help wonder if I should bother.

give me a sign God please.