I shall start this entry with Kanon again.

I don't know why this show never ceases to amaze me. It has got to be the most depressing anime I have ever watched. Yet there are times where you see the characters fight through the toughest times and triumph which makes it worth the while.

Then theres also the other side of it. But that is mine to keep.

The last few days have been ok I guess, Chinese New Year wasnt quite the huge festival I expected like the last few years. In fact it was very much mellowed. And I received probably the most shocking news of the year so far. (Some of you know it)

At least it puts the past behind. No "what ifs" to be answered. Thats good.

But in a way... its had a slight pinch for me too.

I also hope that I didnt come across too strongly at DOR...didn't mean to... my mood has been perpetually on a low the last few days...as a result of too much thinking and reflecting I guess. Ah well at least schools gonna start soon.

yay