Schools been fine.

As in nothings really changed. Met a new dude from SOC yesterday who was taking a CNM module.

Met up with Erwin for lunch, its been a while.

This morning, I took out an old Beatmania clone game. And I played a song, "Last Regrets"

I used to play and listen to that song a long time ago. During my JC days...before NS...I think it was a bad idea. It brought back alot of memories that were long forgotten. I think its an emotional anchor. The song immediately just brought everything forth. And old feelings were suddenly felt...sigh, I guess you can never really forget...

Maybe its cause we don't want to forget.

Then again you realise how stupid you were a long time ago. Age has a way of wisening you to certain things I guess...

No point dwelling on it. I try to live with no regrets. In actual fact, I have a few. Two of them could have changed my life forever. If only I had made the right decisions. You can't help but be plagued by "what ifs" I guess.

Yeah life would have been really different.

Whatcha’ doin’ tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Who's stealin' your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive

[Chorus]

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)

Saw your face in the crowd
I call out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could read what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life

[Chorus]

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)

I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm scream out
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...

[Repeat Chorus]

If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...

Been listening to this one lately...haha...I kinda like this song. And I guess it helps make this post gloomier than it already is haha...and for some reason, this song reminds me of the recent Superman movie. Even though if you think about it, it isnt really like that but bah, some things link just because.