You know...sometimes, I feel as if Im out of touch with the world.

My taste I think, is way off the chart. The music I like, the hobbies I persue, the goals I have in life...

Why?

Am I supposed to be so distant? Why did I go and cripple myself? I wasnt eagle eyed enough to see the consequences of many of the things I did.

I know I said I was to live without regrets. Its getting harder.

I've always felt like a lone wolf. A solitary soul. Even amongst the crowds.

Why?

I wondered then. I still wonder today. Am I supposed to be like this..? so...so far out?...

haiya...