tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57633502011-09-23T16:12:04.488+08:00Dont we all strive for that perfect world....hope...Im living on it right nowMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.comBlogger2201100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-48508246283091746242011-09-23T16:09:00.003+08:002011-09-23T16:12:04.495+08:00Reset. Maybe I'll start posting here for catharsis again.It sucks that every other moment a sigh has to escape my lips. Best as with all things in life, we suck it up and we move along.I lifted it all to God, and he decided to take it away. What better things await us? As with all things, it feels like everything that happened was already the best it could have been.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-854071017962841342008-06-19T18:10:00.002+08:002008-06-19T18:15:40.066+08:00Time to say goodbye.Ladies and Gentlemen. From today onwards I will be moving house! Will be shifting to wordpress to continue my art, blogging and nonsense.http://whitevision.wordpress.com/Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-87950658611114750622008-06-03T07:51:00.001+08:002008-06-03T07:57:29.359+08:00Be Thou my Vision Lord. For the days upcoming will be hard. For the tests will be trying. Be Thou my Strength.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-47351428964609566172008-06-02T07:42:00.002+08:002008-06-02T07:48:45.847+08:00I was thinking of drawing something for this but I guess in the end I just couldn't think of something that would properly suit the occasion...Well most of you are already aware of what happened to me on Saturday morning and I must say, thank God no one got hurt. Looking back, things could have gotten a whole lot worse, considering there were young ones in there too... furthermore I honestly Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-58280668921419452782008-05-23T09:51:00.001+08:002008-05-23T09:51:51.452+08:00Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-60224185787590068852008-05-20T11:24:00.001+08:002008-05-20T11:24:46.531+08:007!Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-47688559520205058302008-05-07T14:44:00.000+08:002008-05-07T14:45:02.266+08:00Honesty really is the best policy.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-38639384954646798142008-05-05T12:56:00.002+08:002008-05-05T13:00:02.780+08:00Choices. Risks. Crossroads.So many things to think about. If I broke free, would I hurt myself? Should I break free? Who knows...not me.I think.Tugging at the rope but not sure if I should continue.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-27988531653765966622008-04-28T08:30:00.001+08:002008-04-28T08:30:19.666+08:00This pose is deadly. I call it "just 5 more minutes - then I wake up an hour later"Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-83678897823736682182008-03-13T09:14:00.002+08:002008-03-13T09:19:28.391+08:00Hope.I think its something that everyone needs. Life can be so disappointing at times. I know most of you guys out there are going through your hell weeks now, with projects, essays, thesis.And I know that there are some people out there too, that may have perhaps been disappointed at what life throws them.We all feel pain...but if we don't have pain, how would we ever understand happiness? So Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-21479687986274964312008-02-13T00:15:00.000+08:002008-02-13T00:18:00.451+08:00Work is coming in. Need Fist of the North Star power to explode the paper into tiny bits. Not sure what Fist of the North Star is? well check you Youtube.bleah.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-46807617675174938412008-01-31T12:44:00.000+08:002008-02-04T18:34:08.285+08:00I have a problem. A big problem with my time table. And no one in the admin seems to care.At this moment I have sent 4 emails (two were forwarded then ignored, the other two were just ignored immediately), made 2 phone calls to the department (first call made me send emails, second call directed me to another 2 calls one to a person on sick leave and another who told me I need to approach a Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-53234790275784362592008-01-30T00:07:00.001+08:002008-01-30T00:09:12.519+08:00Wow another piece today, something a little rare, but anyway heres a sketch about punishment, the wing clipping of an "angel"...Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-57272373347985705222008-01-29T23:05:00.000+08:002008-02-04T18:31:41.027+08:00My gosh, you know I finally decided to do a slow artwork and ended up doing a rushed 3hr or so drawing haha....was also thinking of doing some fantasy work this time and well, it didn't quite turn out how I wanted it to be...and I actually prefer the grey version...but oh well, here you go folks "Impending Doom!"Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-88789927407386538372008-01-19T16:36:00.000+08:002008-01-19T16:38:13.321+08:00How to tell school has started: Many CORS warriors lurking around.DONT FORGET U CAN CLICK THE IMAGE TO ENLARGE AND SEE THE TEXTMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-73281981805296227842008-01-06T16:23:00.000+08:002008-01-06T16:27:26.264+08:00Been a while since I put anything up here, not because I was slacking mind you. On the contrary, so much design work has come in, that I've had barely anytime to sit down and draw at leisure...I think my tablet skills just took a hit again haha...oh well...Anyway I did a simple drawing today, just felt like drawing this flower after listening to Corrinne Mays music...its inpiriing.Cheers!Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-566557451598399762007-12-23T16:16:00.000+08:002007-12-23T16:18:12.583+08:00Luka Updated:I didnt really like how she turned out in the first one...didnt look anime enough for me..... so I redrew her...Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-60629585526735954972007-12-20T14:39:00.000+08:002007-12-20T14:45:19.526+08:00Inspired by the song Luka by Suzanne VegaSorry for all the more reflective posts...but somehow I feel like they allow my ideas to flow better. Sometimes comedy is too surface (but still important).Anyway the song is about child abuse...quite like another song "Concrete Angel"Just another post to remind myself about how I should always remember all of those who are not as fortunate as me to have Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-67482183939367045902007-12-17T00:21:00.001+08:002007-12-17T00:21:56.102+08:00I didnt really intend to do this one...but recent events have inspired it...I think alot of people get very caught up in the Christmas cheer...sometimes we get a little blinded by it. A recent readers digest article also talks about grieving during the holidays. I can't do much...I can offer an ear or my presence, but there are so many out there who I cant reach...So I did this drawing, a tributeMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-66854763027036804502007-12-09T14:29:00.000+08:002007-12-09T14:36:40.512+08:00Well another serious post here, but not quite as sad. I was listening to Ryuichi Sakamoto's "Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence" and I had the urge to draw something based on discovery...have you guys ever had this urge as a child to just explore the world around you, even deep dark corners turn into places where pockets of adventure could be found. This painting somewhat tries to capture that Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-89049726864648790012007-12-09T06:16:00.001+08:002007-12-09T06:20:27.924+08:00I was just listening to the song bei pan or however the pinyin goes...just decided to do a more serious piece this time, quite a good song I must say...its sad but the lyrics are soulful too....yup a more serious drawing attempt this time... enjoy! :) too bad my arms were aching last night....and as Im posting this right now, it actually hurts to type with my left hand...arrgh.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-20625941479268359242007-12-05T11:41:00.000+08:002007-12-05T11:56:29.939+08:00"No my exams aren't over. I still have one paper but Im losing steam""I just don't care liaozzz""I stopped studying"Sound familiar? This is called the last-paper syndrome. It happens when your exams drag on for too long and you can't be bothered to study. And you end up doing a girly dance in a field of flowers while looking really gay after your second last paper.Just don't forget that Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-37648712738559949592007-11-26T20:55:00.000+08:002007-11-26T20:58:10.299+08:00Truth #3 in School"Openbook" is shortform for "Lets-torture-students-by-making-them-think-its-easy"Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-66946042799106478582007-11-23T20:40:00.001+08:002007-11-23T20:43:51.678+08:00Truth #2 in SchoolEither queue at 11 or don't bother till tea.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-49031384433706417392007-11-18T12:28:00.000+08:002007-11-18T12:31:26.846+08:00Truth #1 in school:Dont be fooled by "non examinable" in the module name.(although for my department its mostly true :P hah take that!)Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-15806672494541423622007-11-04T19:47:00.000+08:002007-11-04T20:03:11.316+08:00You know, being Chinese Indian is a rather fun thing. Firstly I don't have a Chinese name but I do speak Chinese. But you know, just to help facilitate tuition, my teacher actually made a Chinese name for me! Yup! It looks like this:Of course, having friends means your name gets bullied. So after a while (trust me, it didn't just happen now... it started when I was in primary school) it Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-44219793246810812342007-09-27T00:38:00.001+08:002007-09-27T00:46:30.591+08:00Helllllo.It's been a while. The gigantic stack of papers in my house has actually increased in size. Sooner or later I'd probably be able to set a new world record. In any case, I shall get straight to the point. The holidays are here and its time to celebrate the mid autumn festival. My friend and I decided to kick start it with some Christmas carols. With all the fire and lanterns going Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-27470615180078428852007-09-11T21:30:00.000+08:002007-09-11T21:33:56.539+08:00Have you ever had a moment where you wished you could just rip yourself up into tiny shreds and then throw yourself into a recycling bag. And hope that the bag gets rejected so you get thrown into a dumpster with radioactive waste which turns you into a super mutant so you can turn back time or gain some cool power?Not me.But I did feel like bashing my head on the wall when something "similar" Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-175989788229451492007-09-10T23:18:00.000+08:002007-09-10T23:27:50.605+08:00Hello my dears. Im starting to really get into this web comic thingy. Hopefully one day, when I actually get my lazy ass of my chair (actually I don't need to) I might just add colour to the comics. And maybe even clean up the sketch lines.Anyway theres been a posting delay mainly because nothing interesting has happened as of late. In fact so much "nothing" has been going on that I decided Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-32673739449734466642007-08-28T09:23:00.000+08:002007-08-28T09:26:07.458+08:00The sad and often recurring truth. **PLEASE remember that you can ENLARGE the pics by CLICKING on them.**Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-80894052987959419242007-08-17T07:09:00.001+08:002007-08-28T10:06:55.073+08:00The pictures tell all. EDIT: I changed the first two drawings because I hated the old art style. Its like a dumb cross between manga/acting cute.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-42766437804100495002007-08-11T00:56:00.000+08:002007-08-11T01:15:26.990+08:00Amazing, bidding is all over at last. Its been a really long round but I must admit, the system in place is really hard to beat. Firstly because it is a little difficult to actually hit something which exists on a non physical plane. I mean I could literally smash the servers but that would be too costly. Plus I'll get jailed. Secondly, the automated system is so much easier and saves us Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-23123651169510146882007-08-07T09:37:00.001+08:002007-08-07T21:12:36.881+08:00Beards are funny things. I mean yeah sure I mean ...Beards are funny things. I mean yeah sure I mean they make people like me look like Military beasts (or as some of my friends would also attest - Aragon) I decided to go for the slick Bond look yesterday. I mean I didn't want to frighten the barber with my military beastic aura of fear.Unfortunately I forgot that my beard (as I often tell people but people dont believe me) is a semi sentient Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-88107010268984311512007-07-28T23:11:00.001+08:002007-07-28T23:19:31.426+08:00I was using the bathroom of a very established public building when I spotted something very strange.*tasteless post* (expect more of these)I noticed that somehow there was weird coloured stuff on the UNDER-side of the toilet seat. Being in one of my moods, I was rather curious as to how that kinda stuff got there. Note that I did not in anyway touch the stuff. I conducted thought Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-68155406575807593712007-07-28T11:46:00.001+08:002007-07-28T11:46:32.347+08:00I have a new goal. To transform my house into settlers/minds.Powered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-70134755256654310872007-07-15T15:40:00.000+08:002007-07-15T15:49:56.185+08:00I can't believe the holidays are coming to an end. Its like it just begins and then..just.... ends. Just like that. Lickety Split.Meh.Today I had lunch at a well established restaurant near my house (name not used as establishment is below 16 years of age) I ordered a Mushroom Swiss Burger (not its real name) which did not taste like the Mushroom Swiss of another well established "fast food" Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-89429537249712843392007-07-11T22:21:00.001+08:002007-07-28T12:13:41.408+08:00Today God gave me an answer. I didn't like it, but I accept it.Powered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-23562816339756481022007-07-06T18:49:00.000+08:002007-07-06T18:52:10.623+08:00Wow its really been a while since I actually blogged something.In between I've had great outings a fantastic but tiring follow up and many many little blessings.Didn't really intend to blog anything actually, but I was browsing Avenue Q songs on youtube...I gotta tell ya, they are hilarious with numbers like "You're a little bit racist" and "It sucks to be me" done to some sort of "muppet" style Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-59083201822903864962007-06-19T20:43:00.001+08:002007-06-19T20:43:22.214+08:00next pleasePowered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-90226945554743447562007-06-14T22:54:00.001+08:002007-06-14T22:54:37.641+08:00After so many years, I might have come up with the solution to one of my comics...the long standing "Ange" - I have remade it about 3-4 times and each solution, (some were weird) just didn't cut it, but finally tonight, I think I know how to solve the comics problem muwahhahaha...I call it the W2 plan.Powered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-65677880881344507162007-06-14T22:28:00.000+08:002007-06-14T22:39:56.227+08:00Today was my dear sisters 21st. What a day it was for her, Im sure she'll have lots to blog about it on her blog haha. I hope she liked her present :)Tomorrow also marks the end of this years FOC, I hope that the new freshmen find a loving community in CSS.Saturday marks my chocolate workshop!Sunday is fathers day.Next week - alot of things. I will need to muster everything I have in me.And Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-69080628736911857872007-06-06T13:13:00.001+08:002007-06-06T13:13:38.801+08:00The closest to you hurt you the most.Powered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-18555590587650542142007-06-05T20:16:00.001+08:002007-07-28T11:48:32.914+08:00Theres so much I want to talk about because so man...Theres so much I want to talk about because so many things have gone by. But these days I prefer to keep my feelings and thoughts to myself and mull over them instead. I wonder if the world mull has bad connotations...well to say the least things have been going quite well. So I guess I can't really complain as much. Theres a whole bunch of things I still want to do for the holidays but Im Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-4657451411545707552007-05-28T08:17:00.001+08:002007-07-28T11:48:59.864+08:00Arts retreat was a blast. Thats all I have to say. I learnt alot of things that I will probably treasure for life. And I think one of the biggest things I learnt was courage. So yes, lets live with courage.Powered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-41123217567082074152007-05-18T10:51:00.001+08:002007-05-18T10:51:27.894+08:00reset week is not going too well.its hard to tear yourself away from things that have embedded their claws into the fabric of your existence. Or to the flesh of ur heart.but i'm trying. and its slowly working.Powered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-44892991043155816132007-05-13T23:52:00.001+08:002007-05-13T23:52:02.318+08:00I am going to move back from everything.and find myself again.Powered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-90246400225381189462007-05-13T07:32:00.001+08:002007-05-13T07:33:18.382+08:00Strangerthan you dreamt it -can you evendare to ...Strangerthan you dreamt it -can you evendare to lookor bear tothink of me:this loathsomegargoyle, whoburns in hell, but secretlyyearns for heaven,secretly . . .secretly . . .But, Christine . . .Fear canTurn to love - you'lllearn to see, tofind the manbehind themonster: this . . .repulsive carcass, whoseems a beast, but secretlydreams of beauty,secretly . . .secretly . . .Oh, Christine . . .Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-29044574013503238102007-05-13T07:17:00.001+08:002007-05-13T07:27:10.429+08:00I have new found focus on old matters.But just as ...I have new found focus on old matters.But just as I found it, everything around starts to crumble. EVERYTHINGOn the other hand, I have chosen to focus on the age old notion, and not to stick with the reality. Powered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-82941451537959892922007-05-11T17:43:00.000+08:002007-05-11T17:45:58.881+08:00An anime version of the phantom that I drew today. I think the blogs a good place to place images...you will notice his eyes are a little "off". But please remember that half his face is disfigured haha....(plus I did it in marker so I cant adjust.)Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-40145954202245707692007-05-11T17:09:00.001+08:002007-05-11T17:09:21.151+08:00A dream.A dream about an endless desert. Stretching miles and miles. A longing for rain.Powered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-48234170374121154212007-05-06T08:26:00.001+08:002007-05-11T20:16:31.569+08:00Oh yeah, and the exams are over! yay! Powere...Oh yeah, and the exams are over! yay!Powered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-84882480923889045932007-05-06T08:23:00.001+08:002007-05-06T08:23:57.874+08:00I've had a rather busy last few days:1) Had to walk through a portal only to realise that my own race is at war with some horrific abberations from beyond.2) Was bullied by a group of dudes halfway during the week. It was terrible. So I called a friend and we beat them back into submission. Then they called their friends and beat us to submission.3) I managed Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-40714283014143447722007-05-01T23:17:00.001+08:002007-05-01T23:17:46.540+08:00Im so frustrated I want to punch something.Powered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-73295915314695213982007-04-24T00:00:00.001+08:002007-04-24T00:00:09.910+08:00Its been a while.But I've been finding it hard to blog about anything at all. The days have been fine I think. Exams are coming along slowly but surely, and its almost time for the (overly-done) semester end review and thoughts....Powered by ScribeFire.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-73723086847705886872007-03-29T00:30:00.000+08:002007-03-29T00:34:19.302+08:00I just came back not too long ago from "Watching the Clouds go by" by NUS Theatre studies. I must say, I was really impressed. Im not really a guy that goes to watch plays often (although I do love musicals - for their music. duh.) the play was really good. It left this strange sense of poignancy that I find hard to describe.feeling a little tired now actualy, will write more. But all in allMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-90557848927545305582007-03-27T08:25:00.000+08:002007-03-27T08:27:40.041+08:00Muses:You keep on denyingWho you are and how you're feelingBaby, we're not buyingHon, we saw ya hit the ceilingFace it like a grown-upWhen ya gonna own upThat ya got, got, got it badIm afraid that I'll fall badly again. Pray for me.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-22290041352515291412007-03-24T16:59:00.000+08:002007-03-24T17:05:13.509+08:00More than halfway through lent...more positive.... checkmanaged to stay away from fried food/meat... check...uh not always thoughschool work... lots of drawing for a change, haha how about that?Anyway its been a while since I've blogged... I always seem to want to blog, but once I reach the page I kinda just blank out. Well, look out for my new NM2208 book which is coming out (hopefully) soon, aMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-9724956451042520422007-03-09T07:58:00.000+08:002007-03-09T08:02:59.940+08:00Im contemplating if I should shift out of blogger too haha...but not so soon anyway, I know there have been a lack of updates, I cant say that I have been super busy or anything, its just that I dunno...its been easier not to blog.In anycase had a very interesting CG yesterday, decided to go the Lexio Divina method...I must say it wasnt as bad as I thought. Im just glad we didn't end up with CG Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-68472025558853407172007-02-28T15:09:00.000+08:002007-02-28T15:20:36.729+08:00Man its raining cats and dogs now, you can literally hear them thudding on the tentage.Life as of late seems to be taking interesting patterns. I think on the whole things are moving in a great direction. Slowly but surely. There are still somethings that I probably have not gotten used to but hey the only thing constant in life is change right? (pardon the cliche)Lent on a whole has been ok Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-21906520885419727232007-02-24T10:40:00.000+08:002007-02-24T10:50:10.361+08:00I shall start this entry with Kanon again.I don't know why this show never ceases to amaze me. It has got to be the most depressing anime I have ever watched. Yet there are times where you see the characters fight through the toughest times and triumph which makes it worth the while.Then theres also the other side of it. But that is mine to keep.The last few days have been ok I guess, Chinese Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-18605158034657919202007-02-11T23:11:00.001+08:002007-02-05T23:38:23.294+08:00CAW is over.Wow it seemed like it took forever to plan, and in the blink of an eye it vanished. I guess it was tiring and frustrating planning for it...but as always, when I saw everything just flow together during the week itself, I couldn't help but feel proud we managed to do this for God. The rally itself is a testament to Gods power and how we should trust in Him. I think there's no real Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-39665130774229214272007-02-05T23:38:00.001+08:002007-02-05T23:38:23.571+08:00I think someone else is falling into the trap..why why why...fool.ARGHpowered by performancing firefoxMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-67227796547128244712007-02-01T01:34:00.001+08:002007-02-01T01:34:14.603+08:00Im dead tired. Its been designing after designing after designing.... I think Im starting to get drained.Actually thats what I envision myself doing...but the problem now is that I have something called schoolwork to deal with...which I have wonderfully neglected. And all I've done is to design. Starting from pub, to candle then to boards. Im really just tired.And now that the deadlines are Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-29065032384880474832007-01-28T21:22:00.001+08:002007-01-28T21:22:38.580+08:00Wow...Went for the FF talks on Saturday, I must say, it was good stuff...Too bad I fell terribly ill after that...went home and basically just slept the entire day away. After dinner, watched some cooking shows with my brothers...now I really really wanna cook haha... and hey there's absolutely nothing wrong with a guy cooking! If you think about it all the top chefs are well, guys =PAnyway, yeahMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-33440539971484556622007-01-18T08:39:00.001+08:002007-01-18T08:39:37.110+08:00This morning I was reflecting after reading some stuff.I've been trying to make an effort to be happier. Result has been more hurt for some reason. Sheesh.oh well.powered by performancing firefoxMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-38510141722239886512007-01-18T00:34:00.001+08:002007-01-18T00:34:06.084+08:00The last few days have been tiring. Kudos to all the pub comm people, it was tiring but good fun =)gof...I miss u guys.been feeling kinda disconnected from everything...powered by performancing firefoxMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-59736561335198761182007-01-11T10:33:00.001+08:002007-01-11T10:33:05.299+08:00ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHinner conflictpowered by performancing firefoxMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-63063892002258202692007-01-10T22:44:00.001+08:002007-01-10T22:44:39.370+08:00Schools started...I have 2 corns on my leg that hurt.At least I have good modules this semester.In anycase, started my exercise program today with Brian, we walked from the carpark all the way to westcoast Macs and back. I know what you're thinking 'haha thats not very far'. But hey we all need to take small steps first right? This year I really want to make an effort to get back some sort of Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-21401672061202838212007-01-07T07:37:00.001+08:002007-01-07T07:37:48.106+08:00Have you ever tried breathing but the air would just not refresh your lungs?It sucks.Having a bad cough + Rashes is really nasty.I struggled to drive home, possibly something foolish. But you know, just what if something happened on the way back.I slept early. And tossed from midnight to 5am.Arrgh.powered by performancing firefoxMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-30685190565233461592007-01-01T00:13:00.001+08:002007-01-01T00:13:34.952+08:00Happy new year!powered by performancing firefoxMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-76863448674579673092006-12-30T11:49:00.001+08:002006-12-31T18:20:18.343+08:00Its cliche to do these, but I guess its always imp...Its cliche to do these, but I guess its always important to take stock of the year.2006, two terms of schooling.I think the year had really dragged on. As in, it really has seemed much longer than a year to me. Too many events have unfolded within this space. For some reason, just wanting to think about what has happened over the year makes me feel overwhelmed.Let me see...1) New Years Party Yup,Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-66850666779548356122006-12-28T12:03:00.001+08:002006-12-28T12:03:35.945+08:00After Christmas events...Well, its been super duper busy since Christmas day itself. I've never been so tired during Christmas, by the time the relatives left, I was ready to collapse (might have been due to eat after midnight mass...)After that came the good ol' Christmas gathering at my place, very very fun indeed, was a little worried about the food at first, but hey, everything turned out Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-79795780147469998612006-12-25T12:27:00.001+08:002006-12-25T12:27:53.136+08:00Its Christmas! Firstly I'd like to wish everyone there a very happy and blessed Christmas. Lets always remember about the true spirit, its not about the gift giving, the mistletoe, the log cakes, the turkey, the ham, the material expectations, and sometimes its not even about forgetting your troubles.I will paraphrase Father Clifford here: He talked about Christmas being panadol. It struck me Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-69534980344722726232006-12-24T01:30:00.001+08:002006-12-24T01:30:51.707+08:00Its been quite the year indeed. Lots of things ha...Its been quite the year indeed.Lots of things have happened, many things have changed. I think at long last I have finally received closure over an issue that has bugged me for a long time. Perhaps the outcome was not as splendid as I thought but nonetheless I feel free again.Lots of things have happened since the last blog post too. Biggest event I think is the Christmas bash/party/dinner Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-16411396384107291652006-12-21T22:00:00.001+08:002006-12-21T22:02:27.772+08:00Ok Im testing something interesting here, somethin...Ok Im testing something interesting here, something which other firefox users might wanna try....Its a program called performancing, and what it lets you do is to basically allow the user to edit his/her blog without ever having to log into blogger itself, it opens as a window in your firefox browser...those of you who are having trouble let me know..its good stuff...Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-39000238095513021432006-12-21T12:30:00.000+08:002006-12-21T22:06:24.041+08:00Its been quite the year indeed. Lots of things ha...Its been quite the year indeed.Lots of things have happened, many things have changed. I think at long last I have finally received closure over an issue that has bugged me for a long time. Perhaps the outcome was not as splendid as I thought but nonetheless I feel free again.Lots of things have happened since the last blog post too. Biggest event I think is the Christmas bash/party/dinner Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-64599447082279920502006-12-09T11:41:00.000+08:002006-12-09T11:49:51.546+08:00Amazing... the week of guided prayer has been simply amazing...Im gonna briefly outline things...1) Sense of elation, God told me to "go for it!" and that He has promised a beautiful life ahead, He told me to bury my worries past and insecurities. Also an overwhelming sense of peace hit me.2) I prayed for wisdom. God told me to persevere, to knock and ASK3) God told me to look fowards, not to Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1165423052772032982006-12-07T00:35:00.000+08:002006-12-07T00:37:32.793+08:00I hope I am reading Gods messages to me correctly.Otherwise I will be hurting real bad. Maybe sooner than I thought.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1165211063205083322006-12-04T13:34:00.000+08:002006-12-04T13:57:35.896+08:00My week of guided prayer begins.Its been beautiful, haha and its only been one day.Let me share with you a little more about it: in essence its a retreat during working life. You basically spend an hour a day with God. Half an hour on your own, half an hour with the prayer guide.We are given two main methods to pray, one is the Ignatian method (I hope I spelt that right.) which makes use of theMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1165078844297807952006-12-03T00:59:00.000+08:002006-12-03T01:00:44.306+08:00Thank you for guiding me through the exams God.Thank you everyone for the prayers.Finally over :)Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1165027770640522642006-12-02T10:42:00.000+08:002006-12-02T10:52:04.463+08:00Ok. You know what, its like 2 hours before my paper and Im typing this.But really who cares?I think life has taught me that all the hoping, positive thinking, self delusion, and what not in the world won't hold firm in the face of truth.The circle feels like its going to be completed again. Damn it. I hope that it wont...but from the way things are going... it just might.Maybe God has other Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1164500519590283612006-11-26T08:10:00.000+08:002006-11-26T08:21:59.603+08:00I was just watching this weeks episode of Kanon (remake). Looks like Sawatari Makoto's story arc is about to end. I think out of the whole lot she had one of the most painful endings (at least from the first Kanon release) this time round they made her even more likeable, and in a way its really sad to see the story go in this direction again (although of course anything else just wouldnt be 'Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1163125027982173122006-11-10T09:59:00.000+08:002006-11-10T10:17:07.993+08:00I had actually meant to blog...but everytime I started, I would delete the post away.I guess its due to alot of inner thoughts being thrown about here and there. Well...I still have plenty of deadlines to go, but for some reason, the deadlines aren't affecting me as much as other things. But hey, its always been like that.I've also had the sudden realisation that Christmas is on its way.What isMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1162233886101743812006-10-31T02:42:00.000+08:002006-10-31T02:44:46.143+08:00The thrill of finishing a paper.Its great.Too bad there are a few more to go. haha.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1161714082290990412006-10-25T02:14:00.000+08:002006-10-25T02:21:22.303+08:00you know I realise that its hard to follow ones own advice.Its been once again, a super long time since I last blogged. Its the combination of both work and mood I guess.Okay a big thank you to God for all His help during the Monday presentation, it was crazy scary at first, but phew I guess we managed to get something out in the end, while keeping the audience semi-entertained.Been thinking Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1160931908367015572006-10-16T00:57:00.000+08:002006-10-16T01:05:08.380+08:00Its been a while.Its been a long long while.Too many things have happened over the last week..I think I'll start with the more recent stuff..Saturday:Novena - Wanted to head out to novena in the end couldnt make it in time because of a series of most unfortunate events....shessh...it really was quite silly la...but nonetheless had a good filling dinner.Friday:Budak, yes yes, they never fail to Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1159980177150502442006-10-05T00:39:00.000+08:002006-10-05T00:42:57.163+08:003rd post in one night..amazing...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4everyone out there should watch this.I think this world can get so cold at times. Many of us can be so down in the dumps, and life just seems like crashing down. Sometimes all we need is a hug. Even from a stranger...its sometimes enough to make a day.This video has been one of the most inspiring things I have ever seenMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1159977669564241832006-10-05T00:00:00.000+08:002006-10-05T00:01:09.573+08:00and one more thing.I hate it put it this way but.I am not a bloody tool. I live and breathe too.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1159973720336024862006-10-04T22:46:00.000+08:002006-10-04T22:55:20.350+08:00The days have been feeling empty.Its as if a certain meaning has been lost, a sense of purpose perhaps. At the same time I feel myself distancing from the people around me. I don't know why.How ironic isnt it, to want to get closer yet more distant from people.Theres sometimes so much welled up inside, so much I want to say, but I can't. I want to sometimes shout at how unfair certain things Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1159318628311387052006-09-27T08:52:00.000+08:002006-09-27T08:57:08.320+08:00Its been a long time since I was this sick.Barely enough strength to walk up the stairs. And last nights sleep was damn terrible...I think I slept at 8pm and woke up at 2am this morning...then after that it was tossing and turning non stop till 5am..argh.I couldnt do ANY work yesterday, couldnt concentrate on a single damn thing. Dammit la. Don't think I can get my projects done on time at Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1159026107081156202006-09-23T23:40:00.000+08:002006-09-23T23:41:47.090+08:00You know sometimes...nevermind no one knows anyway haha...Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1158246668897442022006-09-14T23:06:00.000+08:002006-09-14T23:11:08.906+08:001st day of SVDP 9 day novena.Theme: Change, try scripture.Monseigoir Lau (I think I spelt it wrong, someone please correct me) gave a super solid sermon today...but I took home one interesting analogy...He said Aladdins lamp was kinda old but it had a genie inside. The genie granted him anything he wanted. The problem is one day, Aladdin met a lamp seller, who took in old lamps and would Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1158113596456287842006-09-13T10:03:00.000+08:002006-09-13T10:13:16.470+08:00Tori no Uta translationWe watched the fading vapor trailsThey were so dazzling, I ran away- I was always weakI let go, frustrated by the factThat I couldn't stay unchanged since that dayCouldn't stay unchanged foreverThat bird still can't fly wellBut someday she will know the feeling of cutting through the windThe place she can't reach is still there in the distanceShe gazes at it, keeping her Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1157993355902673242006-09-12T00:45:00.000+08:002006-09-12T00:49:15.920+08:00Attended the Law IV musical on Sunday with Moses Adeline Steph Marilyn and Matt, I must say it was very very fun to watch haha, especially the cleaning aunty... Well after that went down to Bugis with Moses to grab a bite and hopefully visit the magic shop for supplies. Guess what? the shop was closed! arrghBut we did however manage to eat at this place called Terra, which in all honesty was Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1157216697528470062006-09-03T01:02:00.000+08:002006-09-03T01:04:57.540+08:00After some reflection, and some talking with Fr Val...I realised that there is something lacking. And thats the root of alot of problems. Sigh. Just need to find out what exactly it is.I think I know. But maybe I dont....oh well.. I'll leave it to God.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1157076826150570942006-09-01T10:10:00.000+08:002006-09-01T10:13:46.170+08:00somtimes I wonder...nah. not good to wonder so much.In anycase apologies last night to anyone I was chatting to, my internet screwed up. Woke up this morning and realised it was the wireless router causing problems again..so..no more wireless in my house for the third time in a year I think. Although honestly I find the cables to be much more reliable.well..back to daydreaming about Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1156528199919621552006-08-26T01:48:00.000+08:002006-08-26T01:49:59.930+08:00Mark ah Mark ah... sometimes you really need to be more careful. sigh.My apologies....I think words aren't enough...Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1156390166842890122006-08-24T11:23:00.000+08:002006-08-24T11:29:26.853+08:00Wow its been a while. Alot of people don't seem to be updating as often anymore either. Its school I tell ya... its school.Ok Im also attempting to add a nice relaxing (and maybe a little melancholic music track to the background. Please do tell if its irritating - I will remove it if I get enough feedback.)But I like the song.In anycase, I walked into my room and noticed how untidy one of theMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1155964868266346612006-08-19T13:08:00.000+08:002006-08-19T13:21:08.276+08:00"It is the mind which creates the world about us, and even though we stand side by side in the same meadow, my eyes will never see what is beheld by yours, we stand side by side in the same meadow, my eyes will never see what is beheld by yours, my heart will never stir to the emotions by which yours is touched."-George GissingSuch is the individual. Each and everyone of us experiences somethingMarkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5763350.post-1155695004718230952006-08-16T10:13:00.000+08:002006-08-16T10:23:24.730+08:00Schools been fine.As in nothings really changed. Met a new dude from SOC yesterday who was taking a CNM module.Met up with Erwin for lunch, its been a while.This morning, I took out an old Beatmania clone game. And I played a song, "Last Regrets" I used to play and listen to that song a long time ago. During my JC days...before NS...I think it was a bad idea. It brought back alot of memories Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597374431842139482noreply@blogger.com0